Oh boy… I had quite a day yesterday. I had my 36 week check up and the Dr checked for dilation. After groping my tonsils for a few seconds, she said “Yeah, no dilation.” And I am pretty sure my face just went all weird because she started immediately trying to make me feel better. “You could go into labor today or it could be a few weeks!” Oh please. I could go into labor today – That’s a real laugh! I was so surprised that I had no dilation. Contractions have been waking me up at night several times a night for at least a week now. I have so much stabbing pain down there that I feel like I am getting a hundred pap smears a day – from the inside out…. It was very disappointing. And yet, realistically I know that even if I had been dilated it still wouldn’t mean diddly squat since women walk around all the time dilated for weeks. But it still would have been nice. Especially since the Drs have my due date as March 26th even though I believe it is March 28th so they have a cut off that is closer than mine for when they want to talk c section and granted it is only 2 days difference but right now 2 days could mean all the difference. The Dr I saw yesterday said that their practice does not strip membranes. She didn’t say why but I thought that was interesting. The good news is that my exam showed I have started to efface (the ultrasound tech last week measured my cervix just for the heck of it and it was around 2cm long – I don’t know how that translates in terms of effacement but it’s interesting to note anyways) and the cervix is very soft but still pretty high although anterior so that’s good. I am trying to remind myself that things can change quickly and dilation isn’t everything but at this point it is pretty super important if we are going to vbac so… get on it cervix!
I started drinking raspberry leaf tea since it is said to help tone the uterus and shorten labor. After I drank it last night I went to bed and had only maybe 3 contractions and have had hardly any today compared to normal. (The tea does not stimulate contractions, it only tones the uterus.) The upside to not having contractions all night was that I didn’t wake up in pain over and over for no reason. 🙂 I also have been rethinking breast pumping starting at 37 weeks. I know my Dr said it is fine after 37 weeks but I have read that it can cause dangerously strong contractions. However, from what I read on Dr Google, this is more likely to happen if you are pumping for HOURS. (Can you imagine? Who would pump for hours?) My Dr didn’t set a time frame but I am pretty sure the unspoken understanding was that this was meant to be a 15 minute thing once or twice a day. So maybe if I do end up going ahead with it, I will wait until right before I go for an NST so that if anything wonky does happen, I will be there at the hospital.
No need to read. My silly thoughts at end of pregnancy.
I think people are starting to think that I am just being impatient about this last month of pregnancy. As excited as I am to meet little Levi, I can wait 3 more weeks if that’s what he needs. But my main motivation to get labor going in the next 1-2 weeks is I am worried that I will end up with another c section even if it is unneeded. I have no problem getting sectioned again if it’s what Levi and I need, but I just feel like we should be able to do this! And I feel like I’m losing my confidence in that. Also, I have literally nowhere else to inject my Heparin that isn’t a bruise already and it is getting very painful. My belly looks and feels like it has been kicked by a steel toed boot. My hips are also bruised and I have a particularly awful bruise on my leg. I am also allergic to something in the Heparin and I have itchy spots everywhere I inject. My injection sites have also been bleeding for sometimes over 8 hours after I take my shot. It is not pretty. I miss Lovenox. Lovenox hurts more during the injection itself for me but the after effects are very minimal. Also, driving over 3 hours round trip twice a week to get monitored for 20 minutes and sent home even when Levi doesn’t quite pass (he has had several times that he just didn’t accelerate enough but the Dr still sent us home with no extra monitoring leaving me wondering why I even went) is wearing me out. As far as physically being in pain and tired, that I can handle. I will miss being pregnant as far as the kicks and that sweet time where baby is always with me wherever I go… I really will miss that part. I am so conflicted!
Ok, you can read again.
How far along? 36 weeks 4 days
How big is the baby? Probably close to 7 pounds if he was really 6lbs 8oz last week as the ultrasound estimated. The Dr said she isn’t concerned about the difference between his head and belly percentiles at this point because A) he is almost ready to be born and B) she thinks he has done well following his growth curve and C) his head is engaged so it really may be bigger than it measured.
Total weight gain/loss? I’ve had bad water retention issues again this week. I went up 9 pounds in less that 48 hours and lost most of it quickly but I have had a hard time with that now and then when I walk a lot. A trip to the mall sent me over the edge this time. But yesterday at my appointment I had gained just 2 pounds in 2 weeks so I guess I am probably up 31-ish pounds. Maybe more.
Sleep? As I mentioned before, contractions waking me up have been a bit of an issue until last night. But honestly, I feel like I am sleeping really well for this point of pregnancy.
Best moment this week? I had a really nice tech do my growth ultrasound. She kept trying to get a shot of Levi’s face which we haven’t been able to see for almost a month now as he has been mostly facing my back. But she really took her time and I about fell off the table when she said “I wish he would turn so I could do some 3D.” Then a minute later she asked if I would mind if she did 3D. I haven’t had any done this pregnancy so of course I was really excited that she wanted to try. We saw his little face and it is so cute and squishy! Unfortunately, Tru started screaming right then because he had sat through my NST and the growth ultrasound and waited in the waiting room and he was just done. So the tech said she would quit playing around and let us go. Talk about disappointing! Just when it was getting good! 😉 But she did print me one 3D picture in which Levi looks super grumpy. It’s precious. 🙂
Symptoms? I saw my Chiropractor this week and he said my pelvis was out pretty bad on the right (which I knew already from the pain). He got it back to normal and said to come see him every week until Levi is born so we can hopefully keep the pelvis aligned for an easier birth. He also offered to try inducing my labor with acupuncture after 38 weeks. I probably will take him up on that. The OB said it couldn’t hurt but she doubted it would work. But hey, if it can’t hurt, why not? So my inner thigh pain is slightly better. Since baby has dropped, a lot of my symptoms have lessened. I actually feel pretty good. Heavy and slow but good.
Food cravings? Still on my greens and salads and I really want candy/sweets.
Food aversions? As if! 😉
Gender? Baby boy, Levi. 🙂
Labor signs? Apparently not although my body has switched to clean out mode if you know what I mean. Gross.
What I’m looking forward to? Baby sprinkle if we are able to have it, weather permitting.
Milestones? Less than a week until I am the most pregnant I have ever been.
Bump? We had some maternity pictures done last weekend. I haven’t seen them yet but I am excited to see how they turned out.
Dear God, I ask Your blessings and protection over the last bit of this pregnancy and birth. Thank You for how far You have brought us to this point. Thank You for this sweet baby and for his sweet kicks and movements and for this last bit of time that I get to have with him just me and him. In Jesus’ name, amen.
Looking great! My due date is the 23rd. I didn’t realize we were only 3 days apart for some reason. Please let us know how the acupuncture goes. I’m thinking about spending the moolah on a prenatal massage with accupressure next week. We shall see!
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Hi, my due date is the 23rd too! I’ve had two prenatal massages. The first was a surprise treat from my partner as I’d decided not to “wast my money”, it was so good though that I did go back for a second and would happily have another!
Sounds like everything is going great and you are looking great too. I stocked up on raspberry leaf tea then chickened out of drinking it in case .. well I’m not really sure what I’m scared of. Causing overly strong contractions maybe, but from what you’ve said maybe I will give it a go :).
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I have been drinking the raspberry leaf tea, too (4 cups a day, actually). It doesn’t seem to affect my contractions either way.
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I’m drinking it again today. 4 cups. Still not noticing an increase in contractions. But since it’s said to shorten labor, I am all for that! 🙂
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Well, according to my dr I am due the 26th but I always go by my due date of the 28th because I just know that there’s no way it could be the 26th. At least I don’t think so. I don’t think my Chiropractor would be willing to do the acupuncture any earlier than 38 weeks although I would gladly start it now! 🙂 I would also love another prenatal massage – the last one made me feel so relaxed! But my insurance didn’t cover much of it even though they said they would.
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Ugh, insurance. They don’t cover much of anything for me except a breast pump.
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Yeah they can be quite a pain. I hope they end up covering it since they said they would.
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I know exactly what you mean about being excited for labor signs but not wanting to be in labor yet. That’s exactly how I was. I knew it would be difficult after the twins were born (understatement of the year!) and I loved being pregnant, but it’s also exciting to progress. You look super cute in your picture, despite that awkward feeling every woman has when looking at pictures of herself.
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Thank you. I am wondering what I am going to do with 2 babies who get up at night! Tru is starting to wake up pretty frequently although he isn’t up too long usually. But then I think about you twin mommies and how much harder you have it and I suspect I will be just fine. 🙂 Sleep deprived but fine.
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You’ll survive. Tru is probably close to the 18 month regression, which I’ve heard can be pretty bad. Of course I’m hoping Tru and my two don’t get it so bad!
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Oh dear! Yeah that sounds like a real hoot! Tru just turned 16 months so yep, coming right up on that regression.
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Fingers crossed for you! I am four weeks behind you, so I am always excitedly waiting for your updates to see what is coming 😉 I really really hope you will get your VBAC, and of course it is not the end of the world if it is a cesarean in the end as long as you can hold healthy Levi in your arms. x
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Thank you so much. 🙂 And you are totally right. Healthy baby is all that matters at the end of the day. I wish you all the best on your upcoming delivery also! 🙂
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